bookguydc: Here's a verse given to me during my struggles: Proverbs 13:12 - Hope deferred makes the heart sick, but a longing fulfilled is a tree of life.

It made me think. And wonder. And talk to God. I don't know where I am anymore. But I can definitely relate to the hope deferred. I just wonder when the longing fulfilled will come. But first I wonder what I truly long for. I don't think I know yet.

On a happier note, I have been able to have some good conversations with people. Steve and I sat and talked to Barb for a long time about religion. It was cool. And there were some other people I've been able to talk to lately... even if its been mostly on aim. Gotta start somewhere.