rainy day= rainy everything else

Sigh. She was really trying. She was strong. She loved much because she had been forgiven much. And yet she's gone and doesn't care. I feel sorry for her, but cannot judge her because I know how she feels. She's gone and doesn't care.

I can't remember what it feels like to care.

Is this even right then, maybe I am lying to myself by thinking I might be capable of caring now.