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Tuesday, January 27, 2009

hiding?

I noticed something. When I have nothing to do, I don't turn to my hobbies anymore, I just become depressed. I have more reason to be scared of losing my job than before because now its about more than just money. I wonder what I am trying to hide from myself by keeping myself distracted. How long has this been going on?

3 comments:

Anonymous said...

It sounds like something I go through too sometimes. I think it's easy for people to feel depressed or overwhelmed if they don't keep their mind occupied. As the saying goes, "idle hands are the devil's playground". It's easy to get lost in one's own mind, but there is also lots one can do to break free. Prayer, music, companionship, and hobbies are just a few. You are not alone.

arwenundomiel9 said...

i have hobbies... or rather, i HAD hobbies. for some reason, i don't do them anymore.

Anonymous said...

Yeah, you probably spend all that old hobby time mooning over your boyfriend now.