FYI...

For the record, I was not high on anything when I wrote that last entry, nor was I drunk. Also, while my mood is still decently the same, today was still a Tuesday, and my energy level plummeted around 5:00. By the time I got to my jujitsu class, I thought I would drop right there, and when we went to the student center at 11, I spaced out and didn't hear Scott (my sensei) ask me a question. But still, today was an amazing day, because it felt completely different. Its good to be able to strengthen relationships like I did today. Looking back, actually, there were a lot of them. The main one being my relationship with God, since, obviously, he was the only one who wasn't hindered by a class schedule. With him on my mind for most of today, I had a lot of opportunities to hash things out. Things I like about my life, things I want to change, a little room for complaints (or, a lot of room). Basically, things I haven't told God in a long time because I let stuff get in the way. I guess in a way, it helped me start to care about things more. For example, my friends. I started praying for them, something I haven't done with "umph" for a while. People who are engaged, people who are pregnant, someone I know in Iraq, and thanks that the others have come home safely, prayers for a marriage going down the drain, prayers for a friend who is questioning life (I sure know how that feels...). I believe pretty strongly in the power of prayers, but its been a while since I've acted on it. Anyway, that's my addendum. I like that word. Anyway, goodnight.