hi

I have not had the presence of mind recently, OR the time for that matter, to sit down and write a coherent thought regarding an update as to what's going on in my life. I frequently forget things, make a to do list that usually involves calling 6 different people for one reason or another, and then forget to follow the things on the to do list.

I went roughly three weeks without seeing Steve, and I am aware that recently I went to visit but I cannot remember what brought me to New Brunswick. Oh yeah, that's right. Navin's party. We had a great time (I did anyway) and ate some great food. That may or may not be a topic for another blog entry.

I heard once that for every hour that you are awake, imagine putting one brick into your backpack, but for every hour you are asleep, you take two bricks out. Or maybe it was the other way around. Whatever, the point is that being awake is like carrying bricks on your back. Sleeping in at least one day is required every once in a while. I went from September 14th until October 5th without having a day to unload my bricks, which might account for why I keep forgetting where I put my to do lists.

On October 6th I slept in, I finally got my one day of rest, unfortunately, it was one Sabbath day in a 22-day week. What may be worse is that Sundays are NEVER restful days for me.

Today, I left work, and had the revelation that in the past week and a half, I feel I have not done one thing "right." Sure, I probably have... it just doesn't feel like it. Teaching my class tonight (yes, I teach now) I didn't stick with the schedule I wanted. Coming home, I couldn't even park my car. I called my mom outside to come and park it for me. And I don't feel like I am being a good girlfriend.

So thats an update on my life. Sounds pretty crappy when you put it all in black and white, but despite that, I really WANT to be doing all the things I am doing. Not counting the not-getting-to-see-Steve part. And the not sleeping part. And the not being able to park my own car part. Ok well yeah I just really needed to get stuff off my chest tonight that's all.