tell me something...

"Tell me something, is it really that hard to know what you desire in life?"

I refused to enter into something with only half my mind made up. I was tearing myself apart inside. Say it, just say it Meg. Say yes and get it out. Its what you've been longing for. Say it!! But I could feel the check inside, holding back. I won't say yes while my heart is waging a civil war inside. So again, I risked losing something so dear to my heart. Again, I walked away alone. One of these days its going to bite me. When am I going to learn?