dancers who dance...

I'm thinking of a song. Actually a couple of songs.

I haven't been writing in this blog lately about God and what's happening between him and me. So... here goes. Lately, I've been seeking His guidance for a lot of things. I've been relying on Him to help me with decisions and always to remind me that He's there, to keep me in line. I've been getting closer to Him.

The next thing I have to say may or may not be controversial, but... I believe Satan hates that. I believe he's attacking some areas of my life, and trying to distract me from God. But God gave me people who will keep me on track, which is what happened tonight. We prayed together, and God came and watched over us while we prayed. And it was amazing. And I came to the realization that all the problems I've been having can be patched up, one by one. I decided I had a lot of emails to send to people. Then I came back from jujitsu, and I had an odd experience.

Well, one that made me remember some things that happened to me once. One that resembled a time in my life when I was under the most pressure from Satan. And I once again gave God the power, but I got angry, just like before. Fuming mad at Satan. And he's not a guy to pick a fight with. So I'm trying to cool down here.

I'm still going to go ahead and patch my problems up though. 'Cause its evident someone's trying to stop me. But God is now the owner of my problems and my progress. If Satan wants to sabotage that, its between him and God. I can't get involved in this, as much as I would like to. Cara's always telling me to grr in jujitsu. This is it. I'm grring now, only its not jujitsu, nor is it safe to to so.

Well then. That's it. I'm not afraid of threats. Fear gives a threatener power over me. I can't do that because God already has power over me.

And that's all I'm gonna say about that.