Theater again

God keeps dropping stuff into my life. Through a person in one of my classes, God is teaching me how to be conscious of my every move. He is teaching me that when people know I'm a Christian, I am always on display, so if I mess up, they are gonna notice. He is also teaching me not to be afraid to talk to people. I used to have that fear, but I thought it was gone until a few weeks ago. Its getting easier again to be open about what I believe, but sometimes its hard, because in certain areas, I don't know what I believe. But tonight, yet again, God brought theater up. I was invited to think about overseeing a street ministry that would use theater to evangelize. Granted, my schedule next semester is insane, but maybe it will work. I don't know. But its just continued confirmation of something God told me about my life after college. If you know me well enough, or if you've been reading all my entries, maybe you've figured it out by now. But I don't think I want to say it just yet. Maybe a part of me still can't believe that might actually be an option. Maybe I'm afraid that by saying it, I might jinx myself and then the thing that seems to fit most won't happen. But also, maybe I just want to have my little secret between me and God, knowing that eventually it will come out in the open anyway, so why not cherish the beautiful thing that God is doing in me, instead of belittling it with the English language? Well, thats just a thought.

Oh yeah, one other thing. I know two people studying abroad in England, and I know four people who are going there on vacation in the next few months. That is such a tease. God, I think you should send me a plane ticket. England is so beautiful, beautiful people, beautiful clouds, beautiful sky, beautiful green, beautiful rain, beautiful memories. That's not really what God's doing in me though. That's what I'm trying to get God to do. But anyway, that was just a tangent.

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