two in one day- wow

I just have to vent, and I can't vent in my personal journal because I'd be too pragmatic about it. I don't know why... just something about writing on paper I guess.

God, what's going on? I don't get it. How can a person profess one thing and the next day act in a completely different way? If a person loves another, don't they have to show it? You showed me you love me. Why can't other people do the same thing? I have your proof. Where's the proof for everyone else? If he's gonna say he loves me, he better show me that. I don't even care about whether or not he's going to see this. He doesn't read people's blogs, because he's too busy with what got between us in the first place. If he cared in the least about what's happening in my life, as he says he does, he might bother to ask every once in a while.