"To me it felt like a sense of abandon, a kind of falling. It was not 'wild' but it was total."
~Cyrus

In one sense, I am learning every day how to feel like this. In a completely different sense, I mastered it once. And it was one of the best moments in my life. Which is more motivation to relearn it.

What gets me though... is why I unlearned it in the first place.